Nooo I don't have such a fever. I'm clueless about FF, anyway. All I know is that's an RPG game, well-known, and my brother used to play it over and over. He says it's the best RPG game ever made. I'm still not interested at all, since I'm not a gamer. Sebagus apapun game -nya, kalo bukan gamer ya percumaaa. gak bakal bertahan lama.
But what I'm talking about is not about the game. You know, there are several FF songs and they are soo good :) I only know two of them, 'tho... (that's not 'several', dude...)
They are "Melodies of Life" and "Eyes on Me". I know those songs since I began to play VOS (Virtual Orchestra System)(I forget what the 'S' stands for, i think it's 'system', but really? don't know and don't care)
They're beautiful . I recommend you all to listen to both of 'em. You can search them at youtube, 4shared, or wherever. They're everywhere. And the Japanese versions is better, I would say, but if you don't get the meaning, just listen to the English versions as well.
There are also the piano sheets for them. FF's popular and many people in this world love it, so there's plenty of FF websites and plenty of them has piano sheets for FF songs.
I want to learn the "Melodies of Life" on piano first. It's a hard song for piano, and it's been a long time since I learnt a hard solo. And it's not all finished. That was "Kiss The Rain" by Yiruma. It flows smoothly at the beginning, but I can't reach the climax of the song because my organ is not long enough. It don't have much octaves like piano does. So I've edited parts of the song, so it's getting shorter than the original.
Why was I talking about "Kiss the Rain"? -.- so... yeah it's been a long time so I'm getting lazier and not too obsessed to learn to play songs. I wish I could get into a piano course, I wanna be a better pianist :[
I found this song (a new song from Vanessa Carlton) just exactly when my feeling goes this way. She really makes great songs, it makes me smile tho' I'm a bit down right now. But I'm okay, it's a carousel, my friend :)
For all you broken hearted lovers lost
Go find another one
Cause you know time will break and you'll be late
White rabbits on the run
It's hard to know what's good for you
I know she'll let you down
But the fever breaks when it's too much to take
So you can put your weapons down
And all you'll hear is the music
And beauty stands before you
And love comes back around again
It's a carousel, my friend
It's never too late to change the pace
When days creep up on you
But the goodness is something you don't have to chase
Cause it's following you
And all you'll hear is the music
And beauty stands before you
And love comes back around again
It's a carousel, my friend
I thought I heard your voice in the thunder
Is the owl casting spells that we're under?
I thought I heard your voice in the thunder
Is the owl casting spells that we're under, under
And all I hear is the music
And beauty stands before you
And loves comes back around again
It's a carousel, my friend
It's in the music
And beauty stands before you
And loves comes back around again
It's a carousel, a carousel
It's a carousel, my friend
Time won't wait, and you'll be late
White rabbits on the run
I wish I could buy her album, but I'm not sure if her albums are sale in Indonesia. :(
Sing it out Boy you got to see what tomorrow brings Sing it out Girl you got to be what tomorrow needs Every time That they want to count you out Use your voice Every single time you opened up your mouth
Sing it for the boys Sing it for the girls Every time when you lose it, sing it for the world Sing it from the heart Sing it till you're nuts Sing it out for the ones that'll hate your guts Sing it for the deaf Sing it for the blind Sing about every one that you left behind Sing it for the world Sing it for the world
Sing it out Boy they're gonna sell what tomorrow needs Sing it out Girl they're gonna kill what tomorrow brings You've got to make a choice If the music drowns you out Raise your voice Every single time they try and shut your mouth
Sing it for the boys Sing it for the girls Every time when you lose it, sing it for the world Sing it from the heart Sing it till you're nuts Sing it out for the ones that'll hate your guts Sing it for the deaf Sing it for the blind Sing about everyone that you left behind Sing it for the world Sing it for the world
Cleaned-up corporation progress Dying in the process Children that can talk about it Living on the railways People moving sideways Sell it till your last days Buy yourself the motivation Generation nothing Nothing but a dead scene Product of a white dream I am not the singer that you wanted But a dancer I refuse to answer Talk about the past, sir and wrote it for the ones who want to get away Keep running
Sing it for the boys Sing it for the girls Every time when you lose it, sing it for the world Sing it from the heart Sing it till you're nuts Sing it out for the ones that'll hate your guts Sing it for the deaf Sing it for the blind Sing about everyone that you left behind Sing it for the world Sing it for the world
You've got to see what tomorrow brings! Sing it for the world Sing it for the world Yeah, you've got to be what tomorrow needs! Sing it for the world Sing it for the world
Ok..yesterday i posted 'bout Lucky Luke, now I'll post another person I admire.
He's really adorable.. <3 <3 i swear everyone knows who he is. (of course, u can see the title! -.-)
Yes everyone seems to know him, but maybe people who never watch masterchef junior australia didn't. Here is the short biography of him, 'tho I know his biography always sounds like these in every pierre sites. (i've always found this EVERYWHERE) so plz dont blame at me. Name: Pierre
State: New South Wales Age: 12 Specialty Dish: Herb Crusted Lamb Cutlets with Stuffed Mushrooms and Green Beans Least Favourite Food: Eggplant, zucchini and fennel Game Plan: “To keep focused and try my best.”
Biography
Pierre has always been the small kid at school, but he believes good things come in small packages – especially after being chosen to be in the Top 12 of Junior MasterChef.
Watching his grandmother Josephine cook traditional Lebanese dishes from his high chair when he was little, Pierre soon discovered his love for food and began to help out in the kitchen.
Pierre loves cooking because it makes him happy and
transports him into another world. His favourite judge is Matt because of his larger-than-life personality, and he’s inspired by MasterChef 2010 contestant Callum.
When Pierre grows up he wants to be an engineer or op
en a theatre restaurant so his sisters and cousins can perform in it.
So that's his biography I found at masterchef.com.au At the picture above, he's holding his mastercheftrophy. He made it to the top 8 but unfortunately he had to go home first with the other three : Lucy, Casidy, and Nick.
But you know ur journey won't end just here, u got so wonderful talent and chances that u won't ever miss . so keep cooking :) :)
We all have our hero. We know we all love Batman, Superman, Spiderman, for me I prefer Spiderman than the other two. Our hero could be a role model, that's a good thing. But when everyone's hero is Batman or Superman, I think my hero is LUCKY LUKE.
Yes, Lucky Luke the cowboy. :) First time i saw him was long ago in my home, i saw a "Lucky Luke" comic. I thought its just a boring comic but then i love it very much! :) i don't know who bought them but there are A LOT OF Lucky Luke comics in my home. I know I was tooo late to know him now. They are all old comics. Here a short biography of Lucky Luke: Real Name: Luke
Identity/Class: Normal (?) human
Occupation: Cowboy
Affiliations: Jolly Jumper (his horse); Ra_n_tanplan (the dumbest dog in the world, a spoof of Rin-Tin-Tin)
Enemies: The Daltons (Joe, Jack, William and Averell), Ma Dalton, Billy the Kid, Jesse James
Aliases: Kid Lucky (his nickname as a youth)
Base of Operations: The Wild West
First Appearance: "Arizona 1880," Le Journal de Spirou (7th December 1946)
Powers/Abilities: Luke is the world's greatest cowboy. He can outshoot his own shadow (see picture), he can lasso a whirlwind, he can outride (he once raced the Mississippi and won), outdraw and outshoot anyone. Jolly Jumper is also pretty unique, being able to play Luke at chess, arm-wrestle him and run while asleep.
History: Lucky Luke is a cowboy in the Wild West who travels around delivering justice wherever he goes, accompanied by his faithful companion, Jolly Jumper, the smartest horse in the world. His main recurring foes are the dense but persistant Dalton cousins.
Comments: Created by Morris (a.k.a. Maurice De Bevere), who wrote the very first story - after that many of the early stories being written by the French co-creator of Asterix, Goscinny. Luke is still starring in new adventures to this day.
And I didn't know the comics has been filmed! I'm lucky I've watched it but I don't really get the point. I rather read the comics.
What I like from him is, he is the best cowboy i'v ever seen and the fastest shooter. So fast that he could even shoot his own shadow. But he NEVER kill people. Well, as I know.
He ONCE died,
JK he was pretending dead.
What I don't know till now is how does he (and Jolly Jumper) survive, while I think they have not enough money. They wander over the desserts, and they don't know what danger is ahead. What is gonna be if there's no even small towns and they'd running out of water?
Poor him.. haha that would never happen to him :P
But at least he'd known as a hero to every single town he passes.
Some people live in a house on the hill And wish they were some place else There's nobody there When the evening is still Secrets with no one to tell
Some I have known have a ship when they sleep With sounds of rocks on the coast They sail over oceans Five fathoms deep But can't find what they want the most
Even now, when I'm alone I've always known with you I am home
Some live in towns Cardboard shack on concrete All bluster and bustling life They search for the color, you can never quite see 'Cause it's all white on white
Even now, when I'm alone I've always known with you I am home [2x]
For me it's a glance and the smile on your face The touch of your hands And an honest embrace
For where I lay it's you I keep This changing world I fall asleep With you, all I know is I'm coming home Coming home
Hey, sometimes i feel this life is a boredom and yesterday was much greater. Or maybe yesterday was a waste of time and if I had a time-eraser, I'd erase it. Sometimes the thought of the past is huger than what I am facing now. Then I lived in the past with the shadows So where is 'now' belongs?
So I decided not to coming back I'd go faraway when my shadow couldn't follow me
This song taught me to not look back, "Last Train" by MxPx. Maybe that song isn't famous but I really like the lyric and the arrangement. :)
When bones start breaking It's too late to turn back time Soon pain is forgotten Then we're feeling fine When nothing that you have learned turned out to be true But life has crashed and burned and then forsaken you
I'm on the last train heading nowhere That's what I've been told I'm at the station Never coming back
Far from comfort and a decent place to rest Take those tracks out of this lonely empty nest Sing me songs that I can get down deep into Change my every feelings that I've felt for you
'Cuz I'm on the last train heading nowhere That's what I've been told I'm at the station My bags are packed and I'm never coming back I'm at the station And my bags are packed
With each new days are better than the last on was When moments last forever just like true love does
The time passes by, direction unknown You've left us now but we're not alone Before you know it your cups overflown You measured no one that I've never known
And it's quite alright And goodbye for now Just look up to the stars, and believe who you are 'Cause it's quite alright And so long, goodbye..
We always knew that it'd come to this It's time like this I forget what I miss Matters of heart are hard to address Specially when yours is full of emptiness
And it's quite alright And goodbye for now Just look up to the stars and believe who you are 'Cause it's quite alright And so long, goodbye
The time passes by, direction unknown You've left us now, but we're not alone Before you know it your cups overflown You measured no one that I've never known
And it's quite alright And goodbye for now Just look up to the stars, and believe who you are 'Cause it's quite alright And so long, goodbye......
Nine years has passed, I remember the first time I was coming to the new school, completely different from now. Nine years ago I was still a little girl, about 6 years old and didn't know where I was. I'm in the land of Sumbawa.
Now I'm 14 and I'm in grade 9. This is the last year for me to live here. This land gives me so much memories, that I can't forget. And if I compare to a story, this year is a climax of the journey. Climax has lot of problems, right.. Anything comes and comes through my day, happiness and also miseries. -,-''
Year 9 means the time to work very hard! We have to face a lot of preparations for the national exam. As we completed the national exam, the other exam is waiting.. we'll have test for our High School.
So, Saturday is no longer our free day. Monday to Friday, 8 AM to 5 PM, and Saturday from 7:30 AM to 11:35 AM. This is the first week of the tutoring program, and maybe the busiest week. I went to school everyday.. :( another tutoring always come to my days.. I have an extra Physics tutoring on Sunday. and tomorrow. and tomorrow. on and on and on..
On Friday I'll leave this place for a week... So goodbye schooldays, bless you! :)
It's too early to say this. But I'll be gone early too.. I don't really like it but I'll celebrate my day on the trip. Tomorrow my school goes to Lombok Timur for Sanlat (Islamic Activity in Ramadhan, don't ask more cz I can't really answer it..) Then on 4th I'll go directly to Yogyakarta.
I can't beg my parents to stay any longer. We haven't enough day for holiday. What I want is just stay here on my day, and not in my car :( but it's ok, because I've never celebrate them after my 6th b'day.
Sorry, I don't mean anything - like,.wishing for sympathies or what ---just let me apologize, Because I will be so... sorry if I can't answer any people's messages on facebook or twitter bcause there's no internet connectivity. I'll answer back when I have time. promise . :) :)
So I'll be off on facebook, twitter and blogging. See you blog, on the next month :)
Here, another quotes ^^ "The greatest pain isn't when you've got a lot of problems - but when you couldn't solve them..." Yes. That also rises me up when I have lot of problems. Actually I got this from a novel, and I type it down by my own words. That's totally inspiring me. For an explaining, we do not really have any problems. We don't. What makes you feel like it - is our feeling. The greatest pain we have, the sadness that would hurt us or even kill us - that's not all yet. What's the worst thing of them all? If we can't even find a way to break free.
"The greatest loss isn't when you lost everyone you love - but when you couldn't keep your love for them and take them back to you..." It's strongly related to the first quote. That was just coming into my mind. When we think we've lost everyone we love, and we guess no one loves us - then what we do is just sitting down on our bed and cry. Will they ever back to you ? No. What we can do is only take them back to us. But if they're totally gone? Think.. find another. We can't just stay in our sadness. And remember, look up. Look above you. There's the only love that'll never vanished. :)
I'll think another quotes for this blog. I'm so sorry.... -,- I didn't mean to give advices... I'm just cheering myself up.
In all these days I feel.... lovely to make quotes :)
I don't know why, but I make quotes to cheer myself up and to cheer everyone who feel the same as me.
Sometimes my quotes aren't about my feeling, but they just came up to mind :)
I indeed got much time to think out the best phrases to express what I want to say, but when I finished, tweet it and read it once again, I feel so proud with no reason.
That's why I love it.
Once again, I make quotes on twitter. I hope someday people read my quotes and they follow me, RT my quotes. I hope people cheered up because of my quotes.
Here are my quotes I made yesterday and today :
"The closer to get something, the tougher to see it." well I got this from a song.
"One thing I wouldn't ever wish to face - that everything's keep changing..." It's not for cheering up. It's about my feeling.
"Changes are like a bus moves so fast while we're so far behind - keep pursuing it..." It continues the earlier quote.
"Smile is the strongest love that we give to others..." It is for me and everyone. I would like to say - with just one pure smile, people know that we care for them, and they'll smile back - we care each other, and a smile is a gift to others.
"How's today, is not the point. But how's the plan for tomorrow..." I always cheer up myself by saying these words. Sometimes I got problems today, then I started to think hard about it. But I've realized, that's not the point. I don't need to think what happened today, but what am I gonna do tomorrow, to make everything better and always getting better everyday.
That's enough for now, I still have many of them.
They're a be continued.
Sekali lagi Kamelia menengok punggungnya seraya bercermin di cermin bundar besar yang melayang di hadapannya. Dilihat-lihat memang tidak pernah berubh – matanya yang belo dan indah, rambut coklat pirang yang terurai, badan yang cukup tinggi dan langsing – untuk umurnya yang baru menginjak 12 tahun. Tak ada yang kurang dari dirinya, bahkan nilai-nilai sekolahnya pun bagus. Namun selalu ada yang membuat dirinya merasa berbeda.
Disaat teman-temannya bermain dan kejar-kejaran, ia hanya duduk mematung di kursi. Saat yang lain melaksanakan tugas peri bunga, ia hanya melihat dari bawah. Ia bingung, tak melakukan apa-apa – bukan karena tak mau, tetapi memang tidak bisa. Terlebih lagi, sepertinya ia memang ditakdirkan untuk tidak bisa. Kamelia tidak punya sayap untuk terbang.
“Percuma saja.”ucap Kamelia lesu,”Mau dilihat sampai kapanpun, tetap saja tak akan ‘tumbuh’.” Genggamannya ia lepaskan dari punggungnya. Yang ia maksud ‘tumbuh’ adalah sepasang sayapnya. Para peri lain selalu punya sepasang undakan di punggungnya saat kecil, yang akan keluar sayapnya apabila sudah mencapai 10 tahun. Namun, yang ia lihat di punggungnya hanyalah undakan kecil seperti makhluk bernama manusia. Kadang ia malah berpikir dirinya adalah manusia.
Dalam risaunya, ia tidak segera berkemas, tetapi malah menyembunyikan diri di balik selimut. Semakin terbayang olehnya kehidupan SMP (Sekolah Menengah Peri) yang akan dijalaninya, setelah menyelesaikan SDP (Sekolah Dasar Peri). Dirinya pasti akan dicela, ditertawakan, dan dianggap remeh lagi seperti dulu-karena bagi peri, sayap adalah mahkota mereka. Apalagi, bila seseorang lantas mengucapkan bahwa Kamelia ialah manusia, bukannya peri bunga.
Tapi yang sangat dikhawatirkannya itu belum seberapa. Sebelum hari pertama masuk sekolah di SMP, murid serta guru-guru diundang ke “Pesta Peri Tahun Ajaran Baru”. Kalau di negeri manusia, pesta itu adalah MOS. Bedanya, pesta itu diadakan di malam hari, diatas ladang bunga, dan mengundang kunang-kunang sebagai lampu pesta.
Lamunan Kamelia terhenti sejenak dengan kedatangan seorang wanita cantik berambut keemasan dan bersinar datang menghampirinya. Ia adalah ibunya, Mama Laura.
“Lho, kamu nggak siap-siap ke pesta, Sayang? Ini sudah hamper jam 8 lho..”ucap Mama penuh kasih sayang.
“Ma, kenapa Ma, kenapa hanya aku yang tidak punya sayap? Padahal, aku punya Mama yang bersayap cantik seperti ini. Sepertinya hanya aku yang tidak punya. Apakah..apa benar kalau sebenarnya aku anak manusia?”curhat Kamelia sampai menitikkan air mata. “Aku pasti akan dikucilkan di SMP – setelah itu, aku akan dikucilkan selamanya.”
Mama tersentak dengan curhat Kamelia. “Kamel, kamu tidak boleh seperti itu.. Ingat, walaupun sayap adalah mahkota peri, namun sayap bukanlah segala-galanya bagi peri yang bijak. Mama yakin kamupun bisa seperti itu. Sayap tidak mencerminkan hati seseorang, kan?”jelas Mama sabar.
Kamelia tetap merunduk, tetapi mengusap air matanya.
“Nah, sekarang, pergilah ke pesta. Kau akan dapat jawabannya disana. Mama sudah siapkan kamu gaun yang indaah sekali. Setelah itu Mama akan mengantarmu.”
Mama membantu Kamelia mengenakan gaunnya. Cantiik sekali. Tanpa riasan pun, wajah Kamelia sangat manis – walau rautnya sedih. Setelah itu, Mama mengatar Kamelia ke ladang bunga.
Setelah mengecup pipi Mama, Kamel berpaling ke belakang dan melihat. Wajahnya terpukau oleh ladang bunga, kunang-kunang, dan pakaian peri yang bersinar. Mereka sedang terbang sambil berdansa, menghiraukan Kamelia yang tak terlihat karena tertutup bunga.
Kamelia hanya duduk-duduk di meja makan sambil menonton mereka. Kadang-kadang ia memesan minuman.
Tanpa sepengetahuannya, segerombolan peri-peri datang menghampiri Kamelia. Membawa aura niat buruk.
“Hi! Kenalan dong! Aku Kimberly. Kamu?”ucapnya pura-pura ramah. Kamelia mengeryit, melihat sepasang sayap yang indah, tapi tidak sesuai dengan wajahnya yang tidak terlalu cantik. Tapi ia senang ada yang menyapanya.
“Aku… Kameila. Panggil saja Kamel.”jawabnya sambil tersenyum manis. Membuat Kimberly iri.
Kimberly melihat punggung Kamelia yang kosong – pura-pura baru mengetahuinya, “Lho, kamu… ups. Nggak jadi, deh. Ayo ikut aku keatas!” Kimberly menarik tangan Kamel dan mengangkatnya.
“Ta…tapi.. aku tidak bisa…”ucap Kameila ketakutan. “Tidak bisa apa? Ayo!”ucap Kimberly sambil tersenyum sinis, dan terus mengangkatnya. “Aku tidak punya..”teriak Kameila yang tersendat-sendat karena tersantuk batang dan daun bunga. Kimberly terus mengangkatnya sampai di atas bunga.
Kimberly kembali pura-pura menengok punggung Kameila, dan menepuk dahinya. “Oh iya, ya. Kamu kan nggak punya sayap! Haha… liat deh tampangmu yang kusut tersantuk bunga-bunga!” teriak Kimberly, mengundang tawa peri lain, “Yaudah, sana kebawah lagi!”
“Eh…!” Kameila terkejut ketika Kimberly melepas genggamannya.
“Tolong…!”
“Ah!”
“Ouch!”
“Ugh!!”
‘Brak!!’
Kameila kembali berada di tanah yang keras, lengan bajunya sobek akibat batang dan daun yang tajam. Kameila bergegas berdiri.
“Untung aku tidak apa-apa. Tapi, bajuku yang indah ini…”keluhnya.
Namun seketika Kameila melihat keadaan sekelilingnya yang berbeda dengan tempatnya semula. Ada sebuah cahaya berkilauan tidak jauh darinya. Karena penasaran, Kameila menuju kearah cahaya itu, dan mendapati sesuatu yang tak terduga.
Ruangan pesta penuh dengan peri yang sama dengannnya. Peri tak bersayap!
“Hai! Selamat datang! Ayo bergabung dengan kami, Nak!”ajak seseorang kepadanya. Kameila disambut baik oleh semua peri disana. Kameila yang kaget hanya mematung. Ternyata dia tak sendiri.
Semuanya tidak bersayap, namun wajah mereka selalu terlihat ceria dan tidak ada beban.
“Nak?”peri cantik yang mengajaknya tadi terheran-heran. Ia memang sudah tua – setua ibunya – namun cantik dan terlihat muda.
“Ayo, Sayang, semuanya sedang bersenang-senang..”
“I…iya Mam..”jawah Kameila malu-malu. Kameila pun bergabung dengan mereka.
Perasaan bahagia yang tak terkira menyelimutinya. Ia menikmati pesta tersebut hingga penghujung acara,“Terimakasih, Mam, sudah menemaniku sejak tadi. Mam, aku ingin tanya sesuatu…”ucap Kameila. “Sama-sama Sayang, saya juga senang menemanimu. Tapi, ada apa ya, Sayang?”jawab peri itu dengan hangat.
“Mengapa… mengapa semua orang disini bersuka cita, padahal mereka berbeda – mereka tak bisa terbang, tak punya sayap. Pasti mereka juga direndahkan, sama sepertiku.”tanya Kameila.
Peri itu menatap wajah kesepian Kameila, lalu menjelaskan, “Sayang, bisa terbang memang anugerah yang indah, namun keadaan paling sempurna adalah bisa berdiri dengan baik, duduk, tidur. Tahukah,Nak, anugerah yang kita punya yang tidak mereka punya adalah kaki yang sempurna. Peri yang bersayap jarang menginjakkan kaki ke tanah dengan baik, sehingga kaki mereka banyak yang mengalami kecacatan. Lagipula, banyak yang bisa dilakukan peri seperti kita dibandingkan peri yang terbang. Kitalah yang paling sempurna, Sayang…”
Kameila mendengarkan dengan sungguh-sungguh. “..Bukankah Tuhan menciptakan kita saling melengkapi? Jika semua makhluk punya sayap untuk terbang, untuk apa anugerah Tuhan di dalam daratan serta lautan ini?”terus peri itu.
Kameila terkesima mendengar penjelasan peri itu. Sedangkan semua orang sudah meninggalkan pesta.
“Kalau begitu, sekarang pulanglah. Orangtuamu akan khawatir..”
“I…iya Mam, terimakasih banyak. Aku pulang dulu…”jawab Kameila seraya berbalik dan hendak berjalan.
“Nak.”panggil peri itu sambil tersenyum, “Sampai jumpa besok. Panggil aku Ibu Kepala Sekolah… Bu Jasmine.”
Langkah Kameila terhenti. Ternyata peri itu kepala sekolahnya! Sekolah peri dipimpin oleh peri yang tidak bisa terbang. Kameila kembali berbalik dan tersenyum, “Baik, Bu Jasmine.”
Kameila tak berani meminta ibu untuk menjemputnya, atau ibu akan tahu bajunya sobek. Jadi, ia berjalan pulang sendirian. Namun, ia juga tak sabar memberitahu ibunya soal pestia ini, serta tak sabar untuk hari pertamanya di SMP esok hari. Ia amat gembira karena mendapat pelajaran terpenting dalam hidupnya.
Di jalan, ia melihat beberapa semut yang kecil berjalan sambil membawa ulat. Ya, semut-semut itu akan merawat ulat hingga menjadi kupu-kupu yang sduah sanggup terbang dan mencari madu, juga nectar. Sebagai balas budi, kupu-kupu akan membawakan madu kepada para semut yang telah berjasa merawatnya di dalam tanah yang gelap.
Dalam hati, Kamel tersenyum puas, “Benar kata Bu Jasmine. Kita semua saling melengkapi.”
Dari kemarin aku selalu tidak sabar untuk besok.. karena besok kelasku akan mengadakan Fieldtrip ke Mataram. Walaupun hanya ke Mataram..tapi jika bersama teman-teman, aku rasa semuanya menjadi lebih menyenangkan.. hehe :D
Rencananya, hari pertama saat kita sudah sampai di Mataram, kita akan belajar mengelola sampah. Kita akan mengumpulkan sampah di pantai lalu ke tempat pengelolaan sampah (kayaknya). Yang menarik menurutku adalah hari Jum'at nya.. kita akan ke Narmada untuk ikut OUTBOND.. selama ini aku tidak pernah ikut yang namanya outbond.. jadi aku tidak bisa melewatkan kesempatan ini..
Kalau sampai aku tidak bisa ikut Fieldtrip, aku akan menyesal seumur hidup(bukannya lebay)
soalnya tahun-tahun lalu aku tidak ikut fieldtrip.. karena lomba dan pulang dengan tangan setengah hampa..
Tapi selalu ada yang mengganggu pikiranku sekarang..
Dan dijamin sering terjadi..
Aku tidak tahu kenapa..
Tapi setiap aku memikirkan rencana yang sudah matang-matang dan sudah kelewat senang sama rencana itu, sering muncul kejadian tak mengenakkan yang tidak se-seru yang kubayangkan....
Aku khawatir ada sesuatu yang tidak mengenakkan..
Tapi mudah-mudahan tidak nggak ada deh.. yang kayak gitu..
Mudah-mudahan hanya perasaanku saja...
Yang jelas, aku besok fieldtrip yang terakhir kali dan menebus penyesalanku tidak ikut fieldtrip tahun-tahun lalu.. aku akan bersenang-senang, apalagi nanti mau naik flying fox.. dan lain-lain...harus bersemangat!! :D
Minggu yang amat cerah. Walaupun yang kulihat adalah cuaca yang panas, kemudian hujan, dan kembali panas. Namun suasana hatiku sangat senang. Hari ini telah menghapus semua kesedihanku di hari-hari lalu. Terkadang aku selalu berpikir yang negatif, tetapi ternyata semua itu hanya perasaanku saja. Di setiap aku kesepian dan sedih, aku masih punya teman-teman yang tidak mungkin membenciku. Tak seharusnya aku berpkir buruk tentang mereka, karena aku belum mendengar kebenaran yang sesungguhnya.
Menurutku terkadang kebenaran itu menyakitkan, tapi kini ku merasa kebenaran dan fakta adalah sesuatu yang sudah PASTI, sekarang tak lagi menyakitkan. Lebih baik aku tahu kebenarannya daripada dihantui dengan perasaan sedih.
Tadi pagi kami sekelas (Kelas 8 Buin Batu) bermain badminton sama-sama. Kami sekelas hanya 20 anak, dan itu adalah jumlah terbanyak di SMP. 20 anak itu tetap tidak cukup di lapangan karena lapangannya juga kecil.
Namun aku benar-benar senang, karena kami bermain sama-sama. Seakan tidak ada beban sedikitpun. Walau tanpa kutahu pasti ada masalah meskipun itu amat kecil. Aku ingin kami terus bersama-sama, mengingat kita sudah bersama sejak 10 tahun yang lalu, saat kita masih playgroup dan TK. Sekolahku ini adalah sekolah Nasional satu-satunya yang didirikan di kompleks perumahan sebuah perusahaan di Sumbawa, NTB. Asalku sendiri dari Yogyakarta, namun aku merasa aku sudah seperti lahir dan hidup disini, karena masa kecilku dan sebagian hidupku sampai sekarang aku habiskan disini.
Dulu aku membayangkan tempat ini amat jauh dan terpencil, namun ternyata disini memiliki keasyikan tersendiri. Masa laluku, masa kecilku, dari aku kelas 1 SD aku selalu disini. Tak ada banyak perubahan pada kompleks perumahanku. Namun aku bisa melihat perbedaan-perbedaan, dulu kompleks perumahan ini masih biasa saja, hanya ada rumah-rumah dan jalannya belum dibenahi. Sekarang sudah diberi trotoar dan lampu penyebrangan. Sebenarnya penduduk disini memang termasuk sedikit, dan tempatnya pun agak terpencil dari rumah-rumah penduduk asli. Dari gate perusahaan, kami harus naik mobil 30 menit agar sampai di kompleks perumahan Batu Hijau.
Namun karena sedikit itulah, kami tidak merasakan adanya perbedaan diantara kami, walaupun kami berasal dari berbagai daerah di Indonesia.
Sayangnya aku hanya memiliki waktu 1 tahun lagi untuk tinggal disini. Aku sudah kelas 8 alias 2 SMP, di kenaikan kelas tahun ini aku akan kelas 9. Sekolah disini jenjangnya hanya sampai SMP. Sebenarnya aku berharap ada SMA disini, namun kenyatannya tidak dan tidak bisa dipungkiri lagi. Kami yang sudah 10 tahun bersama, akan berpisah tahun depan... tepatnya setelah wisuda SMP, kembali ke daerah masing-masing, kembali ke kehidupan masing-masing dengan jalannya sendiri, seperti sedia kala ketika kami belum bertemu, namun kenangan kami tentang tempat ini dan teman-teman akan terus ada di hati kami. :)
History: Lucky Luke is a cowboy in the Wild West who travels around delivering justice wherever he goes, accompanied by his faithful companion, Jolly Jumper, the smartest horse in the world. His main recurring foes are the dense but persistant Dalton cousins. 
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